It’s Wednesday now and I guess in 24hrs my op will be done. This evening I will have to give myself an injection of Clexane(it’s like heparin) and phone the hospital to ask at what time in the morning I’ll have to be there. Yesterday I had an appointment there for talks with the anesthetics and the team, they also took blood and made a EKG.

The dart evening on Friday was fine, Chrissie won twice and I did so too. Only Pierre was the loser this Ev. Wolfgang, Chrissie’s husband, was also there but he didn’t play this time cause it was to early after his op. They will both go on a re-convalescence holiday today. So there will be no real dart games for the next three weeks. Only Pierre, Beate, me and maybe Alex will play.

Yesterday I went to the hospital for my examination, and my doc was right when he told me that I’ll have to go in. I have got an appointment for the first of December for my operation, but at least they could tell me, that they will keep me in for only 3 days(if everything works out good). And it will be only a minimal invasive op. But I will try to talk with the doc to let me out the next day, that I can go out for our dart evening. This Friday, of course, I will go for dart too. I only have to be a bit carefully, but if anything happens I can go straight to the emergency and get the op done.

It’s Tuesday evening and I’m angry. I wrote what happens on Wednesday and how my leg hurts since then. Well, Friday I went out for dart and it hurts, but I could life with it, but since Sunday it’s a real pain cause I’ve done what someone(a Physiotherapist), told me(keep it warm and stretch the muscles). And that was the totally wrong thing to do. Today I went to my doctor, and tomorrow I have to go to the hospital for examination. If I’m lucky, next Monday I have to go in for about 4 days, if not they will directly keep me there for a week or longer. So you know now why I’m angry.

Yesterday was not a good day for me. I had a cold, was shacking and during my chat with Jovy coffee spilled over my desktop. So I had to stop chatting, lay down, and  later on I got an epileptic attack again. I hate this. OK, it don’t happens very often(it gave years with no ones), but when it’s happen, most of the time I hurt myself during the cramps(this time my leg). Well, after it happens I cleaned myself and went straight back to bed, cause an attack takes a lot of energy out of my body. I’m still a bit tired, and I sleep all night and half of yesterday. I hope this evening I’ll be better.

Why? Why is life on this world so tough? Everybody has problems, some people have small ones, some have big ones. I guess my sweetheart has a big problem now. I only can hope that she can manage it, cause I’m not able to help her. I wished I could.

Friday evening was fun,OK, not so many people showed up in costumes as we hoped(it will be more on Rosenmontag), but it was a successful ev’ for the pub. I came a bit late and so Pierre and the others where already there. We where also playing dart and, of course, dancing too. I came home past two(don’t ask for the correct time), and Pierre couldn’t get enough, so he went from there to the Merico Bar and, as I know, to the Harlequin too. Well, I remember how tired I was on Saturday, so I can guess how he must have felt.

Party-Party! Today, the 11.11.05 at exactly 11:11 hrs starts the crazy carnival time. OK, most party’s are made in January and February, but it starts today and so the first one will be this evening. We decided to met at 21:00 hrs, and then go all together to the party. Time to relax, have fun and a few drinks.

My PC is now working correct(at least I hope so), and the problem with my MS-Office 2000 Prof. disk I solved with installing Open Office from Sun Systems. I don’t like to buy Office 2003(it doesn’t has Access) and my version is no longer sold. Maybe I find someone who still has it and can give me a copy. Otherwise I must say that Open Office is for free, so I’m thinking about changing to Linux also. Well, I will see what to do.

I just tried to call Jovy to tell her I’m online again, but the line was busy. Well, so I will call her later. She called me while I was still working on the PC. And calls are always very expensive.

If you have a PC, everybody tells you that everything will get better and easier. Don’t believe that. The whole Wednesday and today also I was working on that thing. And I’m still not ready with it. Now I can’t install MS-Office 2000 Prof. Probably the disk is not OK. And now? Well, I don’t know. Also there are still some problems with my Internet access. I hope I can fix it soon.

Well, Friday dart evening was quite successful. Chrissie has won three times, I won twice, and also Wolfgang did. Only the poor Pierre didn’t won this evening. He was the big loser, but at least he made up the evening record with 98 points, and I made 96 in a row. But like always it was a very long evening, I came back home at about a quarter to two.

The posters for the carnival party where hang out in the window, so that everyone can see them and knows whats going on at Friday evening. And today I started working on the flyer’s, which they would like to have. But I need more info about their prices and what kind of food they wanna have printed on it. A few pictures would be nice too.

Saturday afternoon Jovy and I had the chance to chat together again. It’s very hard for her to get access to a PC at this time. I hope I can help her soon.

Thanks God it’s Friday again, and that means, that it’s dart-night! This was an absolutely crazy week here in Berlin. The Politicians where acting like in a Kinder-garden(if that friend of mine don’t gets that job, than I will quit). That idiot’s don’t care about the people, they only care about themselves and how much money they can get out of the taxpayer. We should send them all to the moon!

Well, and than on Tuesday Ev I decided to drink a beer, and Beate said if I could make a wallpaper for the carnival party, which they want to make at the 11th of November, and if I could have it ready until today(normally I do stuff like that at least 8 weeks  before it’s needed). But next evening I was able to bring the first tryout to her, and she was very satisfied. So I made it that way and also with 2 smaller ones,which can be placed at the door and one wall of the pub.