Yesterday eve I’ve got a call from one of our dart-group, and was told that Herbert, another member and good friend died on Monday.

Well, I don’t really know what I should tell about him. That he was a good and reliable friend, or that he wasn’t. Both of them is true, it only depended how and who you are. I know that he helped always if he could, but I have also seen that he didn’t helped people which helped him before, just because he believed lies which where told to him. So it wasn’t really his fault if he didn’t helped. But I, from my side, only can say that he helped a lot of people and was very reliable friend, when you called him he was there.

He was sick since a long time; everybody know that he was HIV positive; and he didn’t took any medication against it. He always said that the pills would make the live a bit longer, but not very enjoyable, headache’s, puking and other pain too. So he decided to enjoy the rest of his live and have at least some fun.

And I have to say that he was right. He did not died because of the AIDS virus, he also had cancer, and that was it what really killed him in the end. I hope, I believe, no I know that he will have it better now. The last few month where to painful for him. RIP Herbert